

It felt really good to see that I’m making a tangible difference at UCLA. Of the four students who shared at our last service of the quarter, I had personally gotten two of them involved with Chi Alpha. I had met one of them during our weekly book table, and had met the other individual while she was working at UCLA’s gym. They both had really powerful testimonies, yet I am sure they’re not alone.
I pass by tons of students every day that probably come from similar circumstances and are just searching for a group like Chi Alpha and don’t even know it yet. I do my best to invite as many people as possible, and though many of the invites may seem in vain, if I can just get one student plugged in and on fire for God, it’s worth it. However, I’m a visionary. I’m not satisfied with just one student; I’m not satisfied with just a few. Sure that’s a start, but there are way too many souls on this campus that are going to die and go to hell if I don’t do something about it. Since I’m a visionary, if I am going to be on this campus, I want to see the nations changed! Not just one or two students, but entire continents erupting with a fiery passion for God.
Earlier today I found myself reading about iphone development. I found myself asking what my calling was, and what I am truly passionate for. I like the idea of developing an iphone application and making a lot of money from it. However, I do not know how to program (only the basics of basics, though not even visual basics if you get the pun). The time it would require to develop such an application would be unbearable. I can’t imagine myself sitting in front of a computer for 60 hours a week typing code. If I was going to build an iphone application, I would just hire programmers to build it for me. That being said, I found myself asking what my calling is. What am I truly gifted at. Some people have the natural ability to type lines and lines of code. I’ve tried learning it in the past and have a basic overview and would like to learn more, but I wouldn’t call that my gifting. Some people are skilled carpenters who can build a house from scratch by themselves. Others are natural musicians that can play every instrument known to man. Though I am learning guitar, this too is not my natural gifting (though I think song writing is). Some people have the natural ability to fix any mechanical or electrical part. Though my father is gifted with that ability and has taught me to build a computer from scratch, I wouldn’t call that my gifting either. I had some problems trying to fix some iphones the other day for resale.
It was once said by an incredible man of God and missionary of the world that everyone had a God given anointing and a calling on their life. The talent your anointed with will make a place for you, but it is not until you match that anointing with your calling that you can be truly fulfill Gods plan for your life. A great example of this is main stream music artists that get their start singing in the local church such as Britney Spears and Katy Perry, but then miss align their anointing with their calling and end up misusing their abilities.
I am a very extraverted individual with the God given ability to sell stuff. Though criticized at times, I have been in sales my whole life. In Job interviews in an attempt to cross the threshold from salesman to analyst, I remember multiple interviewers explaining that I should apply for the sales position because I looked better qualified for it. That frustrated me because anyone could get a sales job. It was only the people with good GPA’s that got the analyst positions. I had a good GPA and didn’t want to be disqualified from that job because of my natural sales ability. I was trying to branch out and did not want my hard work in school to be in vain.
That being said, I started selling “legal insurance” while I was still in high school, building a team of 60 people under me within a few years. How does that translate to ministry? This unique skill landed me the opportunity to travel the nation the last three summers spreading the prolife message with a Christian apparel company (liveoffensively.com). I’ve found myself in Washington DC the last three Januarys at the March for Life, the largest prolife rally in the country selling our merchandise through a bullhorn, and passing out tons of fliers, stickers, etc. referencing our prolife campaign.
Though it may sound strange, I have the God given ability to approach random strangers and somehow get them to give me their phone number and email. However, I am more passionate about sitting down with people and sharing the love of Jesus Christ than I am about selling stuff. This translates to UCLA Chi Alpha by giving me the ability to pass out fliers on bruin walk and get students to stop and listen to what we have to say. It allows me to connect to random students and have them meet up with me for lunch or coffee. I will go head to head with any other campus organization for passing out stuff. I’ve passed out fliers at Missouri State University, and that’s a breeze compared to UCLA. The students here are trained to look down, ignore you, or act like their on the phone. It’s even difficult to give away free food.
In spite of this, I pass out more fliers than any other campus group out there. I say praise the LORD there are not more people like me out there. The last thing I want is someone with my gifting working to get people to the Jehovah’s Witnesses, Islamic group, or other false religious groups on campus. Though Chi Alpha is a stepping stone for me, I don’t know what the future holds. I will continue to work full time with Chi Alpha until God moves me on. I committed at least another year after this. I don’t think my season here will be over until we see revival on this campus. I’m talking about Azusa street rebirthed, with miraculous signs and wonders, radical transformations, divine healings, and salvations. Another great awakening to this generation, but not just at UCLA, but across the world. When the next season of my life comes, I can see myself traveling and speaking to the masses, however, we will see when that season comes. Thanks for your prayers and support in the mean time, I need all the help I can get.